Chapter 1: Make me whole again I lay there on my bed, It’s a sweet dark night falling silently over me. The silence growing too loud and I felt my body pressed softly over the mattress. And yet, I couldn’t sleep. All this numbness in my heart simply couldn’t make my body numb enough to make me fall in the warm clutches of sleep. Finally giving up I got up from my bed and got my laptop. Nothing to do…… and yet I am sitting there fully awake just to kill time. Going over my social media profiles my heart suddenly skipped a beat. It’s HIM. Yes, definitely him. I will never forget that bitter name that once sounded so sweet on my tongue. Brandon Steel. The man I used to love, or well a boy you can say. I never really understood at what particular age did people grow up from a boy to man or well from girl to woman, maybe I am deluded but what I feel like is, maybe people never transit into the next stage; They evolve into it. As in there is no clear...